Alexander Technique Articles:
'The Personal Account':
A personal account of a three year Alexander
Technique teacher training course.
Part 10 - Applying the Technique to the Cello:
In many ways, applying the Technique to the
cello is the strangest lesson of all. As a musician I felt
under pressure not just to get it right but to get it perfect.
Once I stopped persisting in trying to find “the correct
position” position for playing, I got on a lot better.
The real root of the problem, as I eventually discovered,
is that I want to end gain every note. No one ever said to
me “it’s a really good idea to throw your head
back, arch your back, brace stiffly and hold your breath when
you play the cello. By the way, try doing this even more when
shifting, string crossing, playing a chord, playing expressively
or playing loudly.” That was what I was doing. This
habit is no different to my end gaining habit as highlighted
in chair work, because it is my automatic response to anything
in life. This is how I had been subconsciously organizing
and managing myself at the cello, and the harder I tried,
the more pronounced the effect of the habit. Inevitably I
felt very out of control of the unreliable noises I produced.
Worse still, I was so wrapped up in this muddled process that
I was fairly oblivious to the real extent of these noises.
My remedy throughout was to try harder, isolating specifics
that detracted ever more from being co-ordinated. How disillusioned
had I been?
Most of my time nowadays with the cello is spent learning
to play without reacting like this to every note. I notice
much more quickly when I start end gaining again, my back
aches and I feel anxious. I am amazed at how frequently and
how strongly the habits are there, tempting me to do it my
old way.
Playing is no longer such a hit and miss affair, or as painful.
I have to be much more “present”, meaning I need
to know what I am really doing. I often say to my students,
‘I wish you would listen to yourself as much as you
are paying me to listen to you.’
Practice is much more effective than ever before, when I often
felt my sight reading was as good as it got. Instead of directly
working to play in tune, or legato etc, I remind myself that
if I concentrate on getting these isolated aspects right my
habit will be back. The habit guarantees I’ll screw
up.
Playing an instrument used to be very arid, trying to develop
mechanical skills and techniques, trying hard to move freely
and fluently. Yet again, I was barking up the wrong tree.
When I started the training, music was not the only area of
my life I wanted to take a look at, but I didn’t know
where to begin.
If I had never suffered with physical pain playing the cello,
I would not have discovered and addressed the end gaining
way I was living my life. Not only has playing the cello stopped
causing me pain, the Technique has also touched my life in
so many other ways.
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