Alexander Technique Articles:
'The Personal Account':
A personal account of a three year Alexander
Technique teacher training course.
Part 9 - Lessons Learnt in Alexander Technique and Use
of the Self:
Ever since I had to prepare that talk in my
third year, I have been mindful of the way in which we quite
frequently resort to ‘automatic pilot’. Even though
I so wanted to be rid of pain and to be able to play the cello
without the constant fear my shoulder wouldn’t hold
out, I equally wanted to avoid the reality and truth of my
habits. Facing up to them, and being prepared to challenge
and tackle them is difficult. It requires all sorts of facing
up to oneself. End gaining had started to shape me in every
possible sense.
I could never work out why Alexander’s book “Use
of the Self” wasn’t just called “Use of
the Body”. Once one starts to meet deep-rooted habits,
it starts to bring into question one’s entire persona.
As Alexander writes in ‘Constructive Conscious Control’,
“a correct position or posture indicates a fixed position,
and a person held to a fixed position cannot grow”.
Alexander is not just talking about the physical body being
able to grow, but the whole person being allowed to develop
and grow. Hence his insistence that his work is psycho-physical.
I learnt some very strange lessons throughout my training,
not at all what I was expecting. Since qualifying, I continue
to learn ‘strange’ lessons, but I am more willing
to learn from them. I know without a doubt that if I had not
learnt those lessons, I would no longer be playing the cello.
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